"So take me out
Cause I’m a mess when I’m alone
And if anyone can help
I think I’m losing it"

The Simple Act of Giving Up by Ice Nine Kills

"God’s primary goal is not changing our situations or relationships so that we can be happy, but changing us through our situations and relationships so that we will be holy."

I have literally cried so much I feel like I have used all my tears. Like I am crying without tears now. 

Rusty

This is the point where I usually mention all the great memories that I have had with my dog and how much I love him, but I feel like I have done it so much that it makes everything seem fake. I loved my dog more than anyone would ever know, though I may have not play with him everyday I loved him. There is such an emptiness floating around my house. Maybe it is just in my heart but everything seems sad.

I honestly don’t know what else I can say because nothing I say can make him come back. Nothing I say can make anyone who reads this ever fully understand this situation so why do I keep on longing for others to comfort me?

I don’t know. This whole thing to me is just a jumble of thoughts poorly expressed in words.

In closing, I loved him to the moon and back and if you told me 1 hour before he died that he would die then I wouldn’t believe you. Everything happened so fast. I don’t know. It just hurts.

"God unstitch their eyes, please."

Ice Nine Kills, The Product of Hate 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9A0B11GKN5k