I have literally cried so much I feel like I have used all my tears. Like I am crying without tears now.
This is the point where I usually mention all the great memories that I have had with my dog and how much I love him, but I feel like I have done it so much that it makes everything seem fake. I loved my dog more than anyone would ever know, though I may have not play with him everyday I loved him. There is such an emptiness floating around my house. Maybe it is just in my heart but everything seems sad.
I honestly don’t know what else I can say because nothing I say can make him come back. Nothing I say can make anyone who reads this ever fully understand this situation so why do I keep on longing for others to comfort me?
I don’t know. This whole thing to me is just a jumble of thoughts poorly expressed in words.
In closing, I loved him to the moon and back and if you told me 1 hour before he died that he would die then I wouldn’t believe you. Everything happened so fast. I don’t know. It just hurts.
Ice Nine Kills, The Product of Hate